rate
I hate myself for not being there, I hate myself for missing it, I hate myself in so many ways.
Most of all, I hate myself for losing ur trust and ur friendship and come to think of it, I think I really deserve it.
So why am i crying?
I'm sorry for before and I'm sorry and I can just spend the rest of the night saying I'm sorry but I guess it won't matter that much to you alr ):